"you are my stranger i don't care what they say"

she smiled and waved
i smiled and waved back
it was short and probably meaningless but it made everything feel ok for the next couple of minutes
she smiled cause she know show much i miss you
and i can only hope to god she saw right through me smiling back cause it was fake as hell.
and if she saw, then she'd know my whole life has followed suit.
and she knows why. she knows youre the golden ticket
i wonder if she went home saying "you know who i ran into today?"
"you know i dont really talk about it"
but im sure if she asked you'd talk for hours.
same with me.
sighing at the trees in your front yard, they've gotten so much bigger.
looking out from your windowsill, and yeah it's gotten a lot more crowded.
the doors always locked, but only on the left side.
the porch we'd never use,
with fall's leaves, water stains, and chipped paint.
you'd touch each town in sepia if you could.
"lying is the currency of the world
and i'm the richest in the land
youre my little secret
and everyone else is just missing out
they dont know how good we had it, kid
taking the long drive home today
cause fuck. i can't afford to miss another second..