for the lonely bell ringing between ears, for the lonely being kept conscience by tubes and needles with a call bell and stitches in their ears

drum beats replacing heart beats, guitars, veins, words, thoughts
sometimes its good to just forget
feel the reverberations through your bones
like a built in speaker in your ribcage.
tremble and exhale to calm down
haven't heard it this loud in a few days
forgotten how much i love it
not listening, living and letting it come through you
no thoughts to further poison your mind
(it's so distracting you dont want to miss a beat)

"I thought it would be a good thing... I just wanted you to smile again." Anything to elicit a whine and a holy shit. Wouldn't even know what to call it anymore.

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